One last cry

”Move on,i guess its the best for the both of us”…..this is what he told me.

Should i beg?should i say i dont like?should i hold on?or should i just turn my back and walk away?….

I just kept quiet.when he finished explaining i just said ok, will do whatever you say…then just put the phone down…. everything just replayed on my mind.from the day i met him till right at the moment when he told me to move on.tears were just coming down…i couldnt help it….im so much in pain…..

Rang my parents,the people who loves me so much…..cried to them….really cried myself out…..thanxs to them i know they are always there for me no matter what….

Life has to go on for me.i know that i did everything for him…but i guess we are not meant to be together…

One last cry…..then thats it……for u, for me, and for what might have been a wonderful relationship…….

Goodluck to u……thanx…..

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i can make it through the rain

now…now…now

decided to start getting fit…..aerobics and pilates….

pain in my heart

kung ayaw mo wag mo….

Kung ayaw mo wag mo
Rivermaya

Hari ng dedmahan ang
Teleponong apat na
Magdamag ng ‘di umiimik
Kung ‘di ka tatawagan
May pag-asa kayang
Maisip mo ako’t biglang ma-miss

Hindi kita mapipilit kung ayaw mo
‘wag mo akong isipin bahala ka

Hindi kita mapipigil kung balak mong
Ako’y iwanang nag-iisa

P’wes walkathon ako patungo riyan
Isosoli ko lang lahat ng mga sulat mo
At me-katok pa yata’ng doorbell n’yo
Magtatatlong oras na’ko rito… hello!

Hindi kita mapipilit kung ayaw mo
‘wag mo akong isipin bahala ka

Hindi kita mapipigil kung balak mong
Ako’y iwanang nag-iisa

Kung ayomo ‘wag, Kung ayomo ‘wag,
Kung ayomo, kung ayaw mo, huwag mo!
Kung ayomo ‘wag, Kung ayomo ‘wag
Kung ayomo, kung ayaw mo, huwag mo!

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/r/rivermaya/#share

Stop…look…listen…

STOP…
You did everything already.actually more than what is expected.its making you crazy already,destroying your life,making you stagnant.making you sad.all the signs are in front of you already….stop….you have to stop….stop now…..

LOOK…
Helping yourself is the solution.by doing this you get over the pain and sadness.there are so many things to do to achieve happiness.look…..just look and you would find….

LISTEN…
GOD would never forsake you…just listen…..

since youve been gone…

i have to move on….
i have to move on…
i really have to move on…….

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